Is Love worth losing your best friend?

[damaticous]

You know....I've read through all the post and I've been through a lot of searches. I started thinking......

Do I make his life hell by searching further than others...and post it?
Do I make his life hell by digging up info on him...and keeping it to myself to make his life hell?
Do I feel sorry for him for being ****ed up as he is?
Is the reason he's ****ed up his fault? Did something happen to him so bad to **** him up that bad?
Do I feel sorry for him, or....What?

If he lived close to me, and I had the ambition to dig up info on him....I don't know.

But all in all....

It's a Caturday and I'm just going to leave this one alone.

My honest opinion though. Karma. If he hasn't already, I'm sure he'll get his. I'm going to believe in Karma this time.